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Thursday, January 14, 2010
haha. silly.
now i realise i blog only when im feeling lousy, or in other words, emo. sometimes it gets too frequent a time that ppl might not be interested in reading anymore. met my girls on fri. talking to them always make me feel better. perhaps, all of them are so encouraging, pro-listeners, u jus know they will always be there be it they support or are against ur certain decisions. thanks girls. but don make me sound so perfect cos i know alot of the time, the problem lies in me. i was thinking, was i like this in the past? what makes me become the me today? paranoid? possessive? sensitive? selfish? narrow-minded? or is it because hes jus too good for me? so good that i possess all those 'qualities' haha. silly. i hate to avoid problems. i said it. so stop avoiding. stress overload. but i think i set the stress upon myself. cos everyone is going thru what im going through now. so i should stop, grit my teeth and hang on with everyone. |